I've hit a split road.

I'm not good with decisions. It's probably because I've made some bad choices and got lost many times. Besides a heartbreak, I think the worse feeling that weighs down the heart, sinks the soul, and depletes every last bit of optimism is regret. I find that it isolates you from the outside world cause your just so caught up wishing you hadn't made that choice. Just thinking what if... It wastes your time, wastes your life. I despise even the littlest amount of regret. If the wrong words came out of my mouth, I'd think about all day. Perhaps that's why I am so indecisive. I wish I hadn't done a lot of the things I did. Wish I can invent a time machine and make everything go smoothly. But then again, that's more of a dream cause reality is just so raw. Luckily, time heals everything and the past is history. I know I won't be able to turn back, but this time I think I'm ready to move on forward and just leave it behind.